This message is for those that one day had the Holy Spirit and lost It. Perhaps it was negligence, not being vigilant, sin, but that doesn't matter now.
Learn one thing: The Holy Spirit isn't like the devil who acts like He's God just to accuse us, like he did with Job, no way! He would never do that! He is there by your side waiting for you to repent and deliver the good news on God's behalf! So basically, humble yourself. Perhaps it seems that everyone left you, they got fed up with you and you feel condemned. You still go to church well, when you feel like it, but you avoid everyone, you feel annoyed with people, you can no longer see them with good eyes.
Sorry to say it but, the only one losing out is you! And that's exactly what the devil is feeding off of. The natural thing is when a person feels frustrated it feels like everyone else won't treat you the same as before. If you don't change this and start feeling normal around them, even if you did do something wrong, you're going to need time to reevaluate your situation and make new decisions. That's if you truly want your salvation.
Perhaps you don't trust in anyone anymore. And once again, that's a point for the devil! Your distrust will block you from the people who can help you, also because of your attitude you will end up pushing them away and the only thing they'll be able to do is pray for you. Stop faking everything is fine when its not. Stop trying to show what's not there or give what you haven't received, you can fool everyone but not the Holy Spirit.
"The joy of our heart has ceased;
Our dance has turned into mourning.
The crown has fallen from our head.
Woe to us, for we have sinned!
Because of this our heart is faint;
Because of these things our eyes grow dim;
Because of Mount Zion which is desolate,
With foxes walking about on it." (Lam 5:15-18)
I also speak to you who are currently sinning, and are afraid to confess it, as long as you remain like this your salvation is at risk, you're getting weak, perhaps someone or even you ended up convincing yourself that you don't need to confess it to anyone, only to pray and ask for forgiveness thinking that's enough. It's not. You're leaving your mind dirty and it will bring your faith down! Be sincere with yourself and God, that is the first step. You will start reaping what you will sow without a doubt. The fact of repenting, confessing and leaving behind whatever it is you were doing wrong shows that Jesus is first place in your life, and only like this will the Holy Spirit dwell within you once again!
The Lord Jesus won't reject you, don't be afraid, obey. Your soul is far more precious than a title! You're very special for Jesus, believe it!
"You, O LORD, remain forever;
Your throne from generation to generation.
Why do You forget us forever,
And forsake us for so long a time?
Turn us back to You, O LORD, and we will be restored;
Renew our days as of old,
Unless You have utterly rejected us,
And are very angry with us!" (Lam 5 19:22)
The Lord Jesus is only waiting for you to take action: Remove any knots from your heart, cleanse your eyes and restore the crown of salvation. Don't waste time, He is coming quickly!